LAECINNIUS, deserae - yokai

[DESERAE LAECINNIUS]

♫ - - - DESERAE LAECINNIUS
^{“I ACT LIKE SHIT DON'T PHASE ME
INSIDE IT DRIVES ME CRAZY
MY INSECURITIES COULD EAT ME ALIVE”}

NAME: Deserae Laecinnius

[/b]: Des ; Rae ; Sin ; Albie (as in albino)
[/ul]AGE: Eighteen
GENDER: Male
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Bisexual

[/b]: Third
RACE: Pure-blood Yokai
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POSITIVE PERSONALITY:

NEGATIVE PERSONALITY:

[/i]. He's not perfect, and he certainly doesn't try to be so, but they could show a little bit more respect than talking about how angry he seems to be behind his back.

When he talks to people and they don't assume things right away, it's not like he's any better though. He's not short-tempered but he is entirely sarcastic and apathetic towards other people's feelings. Perhaps it's because he's always been around strong minded people who aren't phased by his blase words and snide comments.

Most of the time, he doesn't actually care what one thinks about him but sometimes, it gets to him. He never lets it show; his true emotions hidden by a glare and a scowl to the world, but if someone could peer into his mind and read what was spinning through it they would find that this guy is a very insecure person. He puts himself down as much as he possibly can, adamantly thinking that he's not attractive and he's just a crabby person that can't become friends with people and finds it's more trouble to work to become someone's friend it just isn't worth it. People always leave him. At least, that's what he thinks. Not many things that people say get to him, but when they do he can become livid. He's been known to attack people when he becomes too riled up.

One thing that people have to realize about Deserae is the fact that he's a very complex person. No one can truly understand him, even if he let them in to see. They might make assumptions and then he'd defy those assumptions just to throw them off. There are some things that are consistent about him, but most of the time he's a silent enigma that will probably never get cracked even by himself. He's the person who understands himself the least in his eyes. He acts on instinct, but sometimes that instinct goes against his wishes and he can't seem to... control it.
[/ul]HOBBIES:

[/b] it's probably the only thing that calms him down when he's stressed out or angry (which, is basically all the time) and he's pretty good at it too.

working out , another action that makes him calm down. it's a way to mediate for him, the repetitive motion of his muscles and the fact that he can do it for hours because he does it so often.

reading , he might seem like one who would sit in a large arm chair and read old literature, but it's probably one of his favorite things to do. his favorite old story has to be paradise lost by john milton. he might look odd reading the thick epic poem, but he's loved it ever since he was smaller.

eating sweets , his guilty pleasure and he doesn't give a shit what you think. his favorite sugary substance has to be those little powdered doughnuts. those are like the god of his god.[/ul]
FEARS:

[/b] he is amazingly claustrophobic. he will do anything to get out of a small area from slamming his body against a wall or trying to scratch his way out like his animal. he's been known to seriously hurt himself while trying to get out of a small area.

losing control , because of his impulsiveness and the fact that he could flip expectantly, he's always feared losing the small amount of control over himself that he possesses.[/ul]
AMBITIONS:

[/b] he wants to become completely independent. he hates the fact that his parents keep him close to them like he's damaged goods that shouldn't be released on the world when he can take care of himself pretty well. so, he doesn't really have any other goal then to become completely independent.[/ul]


POWER TITLE: Mujina

[/b]: Have you ever seen an albino badger? Well, you have now. Born from an albino mother and a father with the recessive gene for albinism, Deserae is something of a rare oddity. His badger form is no different than this human one. They're both very pale, having little pigment in their skin and they both have red eyes although when he's a badger they look more pink than red. When he's a badger, his claws are long and look almost yellow, like they could infect you. Of course, he keeps himself very clean and is probably one of the cleanest badger's one would ever meet. One way someone could tell that it's him in a group of albino badgers (if that ever does happen for some odd reason), is by the marking on his back. In his human form, it's a tattoo that swirls around his lower back and it transfers to when he's a badger and because of his thin fur and light pigment, it's very visible.
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FACE CLAIM: DOGS: BULLETS AND CARNAGE
- [i]HEINE RAMMSTEINER[/i] — deserae laecinnius
YOUR NAME: Des
EXPERIENCE: Four years
HOW YOU FOUND US: Deliverance
CONTACT INFORMATION: MSN: [e-mail]
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[NINI]

_{ACCEPTED - DESERAE LAECINNIUS
THIRD YEAR - YOKAI - MUJINA}